so i was on tumblr, wishing i could just pour out my thoughts in poetic, in-cohesive messes and remembered that i used to have an external blog where i used to briefly do so. i actually shared a blog page on weebly with some ex-friends for years and updated regularly, but now i guess it's nice to have my own place, since logging back in just now. tumblr is great, but i feel like i can't properly be descriptive and ridiculous there without feeling a bit uncomfortable.
looking back, at the few posts on here, i see the words of a very sad young 16 year old girl who let people ruin the way she felt about herself. a lot of difficult memories came back with those words, but it showed me how much i've grown up, and have emotionally matured. this isn't to say i won't be dark, poetic, angsty at times, but really the point isn't for my words to be taken too seriously. i could write a blog entirely based around one feeling i had in one millisecond of one moment, and feel completely different afterwards. but here we go, may as well try again, dramatic words are the best for just giving your soul clarity.
looking back, at the few posts on here, i see the words of a very sad young 16 year old girl who let people ruin the way she felt about herself. a lot of difficult memories came back with those words, but it showed me how much i've grown up, and have emotionally matured. this isn't to say i won't be dark, poetic, angsty at times, but really the point isn't for my words to be taken too seriously. i could write a blog entirely based around one feeling i had in one millisecond of one moment, and feel completely different afterwards. but here we go, may as well try again, dramatic words are the best for just giving your soul clarity.